horsesrock102

I have ceased drawing/painting/writing/etc for quite some time now and unfortunately, seem to be suffering because of it. My language is becoming less eloquent and my grammar and spelling is going downhill as well. It seems as though the saying "Use it or Lose it" is true in this situation. I would like to start writing again but I don't have any solid ideas or anything to really create with right now. I read some great boks by Johns Green which may have stifled my creativity in my head because I sit here and think 'How could I ever write something that good?.." but, whatever. My therapist says I have "the gift" so I need to pick it up again

I have stopped writing poems for now. Stopped drawing...Stopped really everything. I graduated high school exactly 1 month go (as of yesterday), started a serious relationship just before then, broke a few hearts, including my own, had a few beers and a few cigarettes, wrote a class-winning story and have decided to go to a trade school to pursue the idea that I can be a radio host someday. I'm also working for the Vector/Cutco corporation. Selling knives. Wanting to stab myself with said knives because this job is the worst thing in the world. Aka, I'm quitting soon. I'm babysitting a bearded dragon over the summer and I'm afraid of all th

I'm loud. I'm sarcastic. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. I'm easy to get along with. I have more enemies than friends. I've smoked I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My appearance: I wear make-up. I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I have a piercing. I have small feet. Relationships: I'm in a relationship now. I'm single. I'm crushin' fancyin' I've missed an ex before. I'm always scared of being hurt. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've been in love more than two times. I believe in love at first sight.